I want!!!!

I also want bat skull earrings... but I want the skull as the dangle. hmmmmm...

hawt sexy deth chick in residence

Ok... soo... two things I've been thinking about all day and figured I'd put in here...

1. I need Industrial/Rivethead gear/clothes/accoutrements for my Techno Fetishism presentation this friday. Anyone local got stuff I can borrow to wear/show? I'd love to dress up for this, but if I can't manage that show and tell would work too. Lemme know and I can tell you my sizes and whatnot. Transmuter boots would fucking RAWK to have for this.

2. I've been feeling really unloved. I know I know, how can I feel unloved when I've had a bedfellow blady blady blah... well I do. I don't know if it's been Patrick's recent demeanor, me missing my friends/kitty cat, or what. I just feel really unloved and uncared about recently. It just seems to me that of everyone I know here I'm the only one who shows any form of emotion regarding anything. I miss being called pet names. I miss being told I miss you. I miss little handmade tokens of affection. I miss signs of being loved. I can't exactly explain it. I just feel unloved.

(no subject)

I'm feeling incredibly depressed. I have a ton of work to do. I'm not going to do any of it. I'm going to go lie down in my room and stare at the ceiling, possibly watch a video or something. I dunno. I might try to sleep, but that will probably make me cry. G-ddamnit. For those of you who have my number, feel free to call and bullshit with me on the phone if you like. Otherwise, I'll be back eventually. Just not right now.

*off like a prom dress*